Wednesday, December 31, 2008

I'm Angry at Me

I had such high hopes when I found out about the news. I was ready to put everything aside and set it as my number1 priority. I was ready to sacrifice anything for it, including my results.

But what I see now is me, watching from the side while everyone's working their asses off.

Me, wanting to help but not knowing how.
Me, feeling all useless, good-for-nothing.
Me, being called the-one-who-does-nothing.
Me, understanding not much of what people want from me.
Me, not knowing what am I for.
Me, hoping I can turn to the usual someone to tell all this to.
Me, finally realising I don't have anyone reliable enough with me now.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

So sad, so sad...

...its a sad sad situation. No, I'm not listening to the song "Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word". Its just that I'm back at UM and the situation here is terrible.

Let's start with my first class today.
So yea, I went early to my lecture hall and was expecting my Academic Advisor, Pn. Nurhidayah to turn up for my first Introduction to Business Law class but an Indian man came instead. I was a bit surprised and immediately hope that he can lecture but first thing he did was to change all our classes which is supposed to be every Tuesday and Thursday at 10am to late evening classes. He even wanted to lecture at night but we protested.

So the first class ended after Mr Mahindar or something reminded us that Law is fun if we think it is. wth. As if I'm gonna like Law even just a little by telling myself Law is fun, when its not!!!

Then, my next three classes all cancelled. Okay fine, second one cancel then the last one at 2pm I skipped.

But with good reasons. I had to clean my room.

Which is the main cause of the awfulness right now. UM was so kind that they arranged for our college to be renovated, but the stupid pathetic lifeless workers actually ransacked our things which was locked in our cupboards!!! They stole a pair of shoes of mine and it was clear that they used some of my stuffs which is damn disgusting. I'm gonna bleach everything later.

Then, most of my friends are not in the college, which makes everything harder. I can't go home that soon, not until Friday at least as my parents think its troublesome to fetch me in and out so often.

What a way to start my second semester right.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Just A Short One

Sorry for the lack of updates recently.. Didn't have the access to Internet as Inn Yeow didn't come over last weekend.

Anyway, just a quick update as I'm at Old Taste Kopitiam now to register my subjects for the coming semester.

#1. Been hanging out alot with the BFFs but we're very boring people. We do very laid back and low budget stuffs, which also means boring stuff

#2. Reading the 4th book from The Twilight Saga now, Breaking Dawn

#3. Done shopping again after the first trip and I finally found clothes for CNY!!

#4. Pesta Tionghua's work is starting to get more stressful

#5. Went MOS Euphoria again, but this time with my secondary school bunch and it was ALOT LOT fun!!! -which I might blog about this weekend

#6. .....I can't think of anything else and my parking ticket is gonna due in a while so I better leave before I get a ticket.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Jess-less Day #1

Hmm… I guess being in Subang without Jess hasn’t gotten that much impact on me as I’ve always been around here when the two BFFs are not around. Heng’s having quite a hard time though, I guess.

Anyway, spent the whole day at Pyramid today, shopping for Chinese New Year clothes. Xinyi also promised to get each one of us something within the budget of RM200. Mom bought herself a new handbag from Guess, Boy got a pair of Adidas and I bought a new purse from Roxy tagged under Xinyi. Today wasn’t really a good shopping day cause I only managed to buy a pair of shorts and hair band while the rest of them got just a few items, not for CNY somemore, so we’re going to shop again this coming Thursday. =)

We lunched at this little shop, I forgotten what’s the name, I know something something Taiwan. Hehe. The food’s just ordinary but the price is very reasonable.

#1. Fei, Xinyi and Inn Yeow at lunch

#2. Fei and I

#3. My teh ais flavoured bubble tea

#4. Mee sua in oyster sauce (not very sedap)

#5. The shop's famous fried chicken (very sedap indeed!!!)

#6. Today's reward =)

Okay, gotta go get ready to teman poor Heng who's feeling terribly lonely without Jess in Subang though I have to sacrifice my reading time.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Results of First Semester

I went back to dearest, oh so respected University of Malaya yesterday, just to check my results. Others usually wait until they post it up into the net but kiasu me can’t wait to know and drove all the way back. And my results?

Microeconomics- B+
Political Science-A-
Quantitative Analysis-A
Financial Management-A

I am really disappointed cause I was actually hoping for an A- at least, for Micro and an A for Political Science. I spent a lot of effort in Political Science and its supposed to be my favourite subject. And Micro, I scored 38/40 for my assignment. If it were you, I believe you will think you’re gonna get an A too, won’t you? Then again, I didn't have enough time and left out one essay question. Just like what happened during STPM. pffftttt.

Everyone told me to just get over it and my results are considered good already but really, I was expecting so much more from myself. I know, like most of my good friends say, I have pretty high expectations at times but when its possible to achieve better results, why aim that low?? I’m seriously not trying to brag or what but its really annoying when the person who lets you down is none other than you yourself. And the kiasu me is upset cause many scored higher than me. hmph!

My mom, surprisingly, was telling me that I’ve done well and shouldn’t be upset about it and I can always pull up my pointers by scoring better next semester but she doesn’t know I was planning to do well this semester cause I’m afraid of screwing up next semester with all the college projects coming up and it’s a shorter semester. How lah, how lahhhh… *sighhh*

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Taking A Break

I got the urge to blog out of a sudden. So here I am, taking a break, putting my new love, Twilight aside for a while after bringing it with me the whole day, reading it whenever I got the chance to do so. I even brought it with me to the saloon earlier and spent few hours reading it while waiting for Mom and Fei to get their hair cut after I got mine done.

#1. Fei's new look

#2. Side view

I didn’t take any pictures of my new hair cut cause its nothing special or trendy like Fei’s. I’ve decided to keep my hair long, so all I did was a little trimming.

Anyways, as I’ve mentioned earlier, I went and watched Twilight with a couple of friends, six to be exact. I really really like the movie a lot!!! I know how some think it was rather boring at the beginning and the action wasn’t as incredible as expected, I still like it nevertheless. But, lesson learnt, not going to sit with Joel if we’re going for another movie next time. I sat with him during ‘I am Legend’ and he was the one freaking me out before the human-eating-or-I-dunno-what-to-call things did and he spoiled all the romantic moments during ‘Twilight’ the other day. =)
But at least he’s better than the Mandrin spoken kid behind Bao Yen, who was acting like an extra narrator for the film to her friends, in Mandrin, to make things worst.

#3. With Jess and Bao, after Twilight

A day after Twilght’s outing, we went to the Ministry of Sound, Euphoria. It was my first time there. I’m not a frequent clubber, it was the third time me clubbing actually, so I was extremely excited over everything. Bao and Jess even came to my house earlier so we could all dress up together. We even planned on wearing short dresses together but I had some last minute problem so tak jadi. Hehe.

#4. Classic picture-toilet thingy

#5. Jess disturbing Karine

#6. Fei, me, Bao and Jess

#7. Me, Fei, Bao and Karine

#8. Kai Tzin and Jess

#9. Jess and I

#10. The girls

#11. Candid. hehe.

#12. Happy faces XD


#14. All hyped up

#15. Another side of Karine you seldom see in pictures

#16. Still hyper after clubbing

I bumped into a lot of long lost friends like Valerie, Kean Hoe, Ryan, Chun Han, Keen Vai and even some whom I wasn’t really keen on meeting again but let’s not say names here. =)

MOS is seriously damn nice!! Not only the 'seafood' population there is very little, majority of the guys there are the type of good-looking guys with awfully good sense of fashion! The music that night was great and the vibrating dance floor so completed our awesome night out!! I had a great time though my feet were crying in pain. That is what happens when the thing you do with your high heels, instead of wearing them is buy then keep in the store room.

So, anyone reading this and is planning to go MOS before the 22nd this month please please invite me also okay?? =)

New Love

I was planning on updating about the trip to MOS, Euphoria last Thursday. I even went to Jess's place to get the pictures from her. But, she got something else for me that'll probably keep me busy for another day or two.

#1. The Twilight Saga

#2. First book, Twilight

Yes!! This is it! The Twilight Saga! (I'm at the first book only actually) I'm so in love with the whole thing about this vampire love story after watching the movie the other day with Kai Tzin, Joel, Bao Yen, Clement and the BFFs, especially the vampires!! Goodness, they're so good-looking despite the very pale skin and protective in a very romantic way!!

Okay, Edward Cullen is calling out for me again. Promise to update as soon as I'm done with him.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Interesting Me

Something someone said just popped into my head suddenly.

I haven’t spoken to you since what, primary??

So how do you know so much about me until there are things about me for you to talk about?


Weird that you have so much time to find out about me and more to spend on talking about me.. Why not spend some time doing something more beneficial instead, maybe like studying?
Then you would have gotten better results, you know.
Then again, I’m just suggesting.
I know how interesting I can be until you can’t stop talking about me. Well, talking bad or good, it doesn’t really matter. Its still about me. HAHA!

But you know what, though I know you’re not gonna read this most likely, I do appreciate you coming up to me and tell me right at my face. Call me a b*tch, what ever. Don’t go talking behind people, oh no, that’s gossiping already, darling.

Anyway, thanks a lot again for being so interested in me. You’re such a wonderful friend. =)

p.s: This is just another random post. I don’t mean to be mean or something. Just felt like letting something out.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Cuti-cuti Malaysia

I just got back from a trip to Perak with family. The plan was to spend the weekend at Pulau Pangkor cause Pa thought my bro hasn’t really gone out this school holiday.

So, off we went in two cars to Lumut. Left Subang at about 6 in the morning. We took things slowly; drove slowly, stopped at the Rawang stop for breakfast, then walked around the Lumut Waterfront, then only we got up the ferry to Pangkor. It was about noon that time. Oh, the crowd at the jetty won’t queue and be patient, kept pushing their way to get a place for the next ferry. kns. Hated that part of the trip.

#1. Lumut Waterfront

#2. Ferry

#3. Sea sick??
#4. This kept me from sea sick

#5. This kept Fei from sea sick

#6. Annoyed sis at hotel lobby

#7. Damn excited, like never sit boat before

#8. Expensive side of Pangkor

#9. Some rock that apparently looks like a turtle nearby Turtle Bay

#10. Monkey Bay

#11. Fish feeding

#12. Pa telling stories *yawns* at Coral Bay

#13. Xinyi, Fei and Mom

#14. Fei and I

#15. Fei doing her thing
#16. Xinyi doing hers

The whole point of going on this trip was to relax and give bro a chance to just get away from Subang, so we didn’t do anything extreme. We walked along the beach, went lompat pulau, ate, shopped and played cards at night.

Oh! The card game was damn funny!
We played blackjack and the one who loses 3 accumulated rounds will have to choose truth or dare.
Xinyi’s was the funniest! We made her call my cousin, Ming Nyet and asked him with a very serious tone if she was pretty.

XY: Nyet boy? Eh.. I wanna ask u something and you have to answer me honestly.
Nyet: Yea, whats that??
XY: Am I pretty? *trying very hard to not laugh*
Nyet: Huh? *blur*
XY: Am I pretty?
Nyet: Honestly?
XY: Yea..
Nyet: Err… Okay lah.. Average…?
XY: Above average or below average?
Nyet: Above average.
XY: You’re not saying that just because I’m your cousin right?
Nyet: Oh no, definitely not.
XY: Okay… Thanks then. Bye.

HAHA!! My mom, Fei, bro and I laughed until we almost pee!! (Actually Fei really peed a little) Funniest part was, my cousin called me right after that!! We actually planned to not tell him until today but he was so serious with everything, he actually thought XY was some suicidal case so we told him everything in the end. XD
The next day we woke up around 6.45am just to go for the breakfast buffet at the hotel which starts at 7. Damn kiasu. Haha. After that went to the beach again.
#17. Morning sun is good lah, Fei!
#18. The bising sisters
#19. Got wild hornbills there!!! (Random, I know)
Checked out at about 9am then went to Ipoh to visit some relatives and makan-makan. Everything in Ipoh is damn cheap!! One bowl of noodle RM3.30 only!!

#21. SEE!!! DAMN CHEAP!!!
Finally, at about 4 just now we headed back. All in all, quite fun lahh, but damn tired.

Friday, November 28, 2008

Big Day of the Beloved(s)

Stay short, cute, fussy, and full-of-nonsense auntie!!! I'll keep in short here since I sms-ed you already..

May you be blessed with happiness and craziness always!

Also, today happened to be the birthday of someone who used to be very close to me. My dear grandma pass away peacefully last February, just a few days before Chinese New Year. I put her picture as my phone's wall paper last night and when mom saw it, she claimed that it was rather disturbing. I felt strange that she's her own daughter, yet she's a bit afraid of my grandma cause she's no longer around. Its such a pity that they chose to not think about her when I'm constantly reminding myself the things grandma usually does, the things she'll say, how she used to tell me stories from the past, etc. I'm just scared that memories of her will fade away until I could no longer recall how she looks like. Anyway, where ever she is right now, I do hope she's happy.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Home At Last!

No, not me. I’ve always been around Subang. Okay fine, PJ maybe.

Its my BFFs! They’re back! Well actually, only Heng Li is officially home, my neighbour again but Jess is going to back in the evening also!

I’m really excited because I finally got kaki’s to lepak with and more importantly its them!!

The three of us been good friends since form6. Though dear loi, the chun nerd, is from the Bio Chem class, we always hang out together. Heng’s my classmate who disturbs me all the time during Maths so that’s how we got closer. =)

The main reason that brings us together, so closely, is because Loi and I think very super alike. We always say we have that bridge in between us. And Heng, he’s super nice to us. He gives us free massages, helps us order our food, gets the ketchup and sauces for us in McD’s, drives us around, shops with us and gossips WITH us. Oh, he let me pinch him also (I think he secretly enjoys the special treatment from me). =) Anyway, we used to spend every alternate nights together during the holiday after STPM.

But, someone up there decided to split the three of us up.

Jessica got Universiti Sains Malaysia in Penang, Heng Li got Universiti Malaysia Sabah, Labuan and I got Universiti Malaya, Kuala Lumpur. Blardy hell, one up north, one far east and me, still here!!!

But we actually got our first choice so I guess I shouldn’t continue complaining. And don’t ask my why I put UM as my first choice when I didn’t want to go there.

Anyway, its so good that the three of us are gonna reunite in a few more hours!! About 8 hours, to be exact. I can’t wait!

Loi's 19th birthday



Oh yo, I just realised all three of us put on weight already.. But what ever, that means we're all happy! *smiles*

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Sixth Form

My dear sister, Xin Fei is on a 3days 2nights trip to Port Dickson with her form6 bunch.

My sis, Fei is on a trip with her FRIENDS, away from home!

For those of you who don’t know my sis must be thinking, wth, no big deal.

BUT this sister of mine used to always ALWAYS stay at home because she’ll miss my mom if she doesn’t see her for one whole day.

Look what form6 has done to her now! *smiles*

My form6 days were very very extremely fun too!

The bunch of people I used to hang out with are….silly! =)

Funny how we used to hang out at Taman Herba in spite of the mosquito population there, how we used to make compost out of waste, how we made fun of Karine everyday, how we enjoyed lame boring outings together, how we first clubbed together, how we bashed everyone on their birthdays, how we witnessed some of us getting together and breaking up…

Ah…good ol’ days…

I did mention they are silly right? =)

we even went FRIM together


Oh, reason why pics all usually girls one. Not that I’m sexist but the male population in form6 is countable with fingers.

So right, my mom was so wrong when she told me we usually meet our special someone, the other half, what ever, in form 6 or university. Either my mom was giving me false hopes or she wants me to turn into a lesbian.

I miss form6 so much suddenly!!