I had such high hopes when I found out about the news. I was ready to put everything aside and set it as my number1 priority. I was ready to sacrifice anything for it, including my results.
But what I see now is me, watching from the side while everyone's working their asses off.
Me, wanting to help but not knowing how.
Me, feeling all useless, good-for-nothing.
Me, being called the-one-who-does-nothing.
Me, understanding not much of what people want from me.
Me, not knowing what am I for.
Me, hoping I can turn to the usual someone to tell all this to.
Me, finally realising I don't have anyone reliable enough with me now.
From Depression to Finding God’s Joy
2 years ago
5 comments:
What's wrong wor?
Why so emo? You sounded like you have something troubling you...
happy new year =)
and dont be angry at urself maybe your job is to make sure the rest do their jobs. and just helping out. and if that usual someone is who i think it is then i hope it'll turn out well for u.
hey darling.
the usual someone should be knocked on the head. haha. be patience dear. like hl, i hope it'll turn out well for you to.
and hey, you know me, drey and maybe heng is reliable. ahahah
Dwee: something earlier was troubling me.. nothing big though. thanks anyway.. =)
Sechlanik: yeah.. at that moment it was very troubling. now not so edi.. hehe.
hL & Jess: i dunno.. its like its not what i expected at all. so i dunno if i'm even doing the right thing. and don't get me wrong. i'm not saying u guys are not reliable. its just that u guys are not here with me at that time physically. hehe.
and yup. things are getting slightly, just slightly better.
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